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The Last Chapter of Form 5 Life
form 5 means= SPM!!! day flews~ time swam~ and now spm is going to be over in just a few days or it's a fullstop for those who not taking chinese through spm...i do learn a lot bout life...spm doesn't seem so hard ways to go...it's just about time~ =)) nex week will fight for the last sub tat is BC...then after tat everybody is walking on the road they chose...it's more like when the stone is thrown to the clown of bird...they will fly all over their direction~anyway i hope tat frens can still keep in touch no matter hw far we go...^.-
SPM man
2 more weeks left to get ready for my future it makes me so nervous...cz i dun even ready yet... trial 2 is the example to c whether my spm is going to get good result o not bt for now all the test paper tat i get was all s*** i know tat there is no use or me to just say 'haih'.... somehow i cant concentrate on my study.... after exam dont know why feel so tired le..... just knw sleep nia...i hate tat so much....and if tis continue i'm going to regret for whole of my life...and become a PIG... ppl say gt stress jiu hui bian shou....bt nt me...haha... i'm nt hardworking as other ppl ppl thought tat i'm a good student...an excellent student... a student tat gt good result...tat even make me feel sorry for myself... anyway i need to get good result to apply for scholarship really hope tat i can go matrix...(depend on result & luck!!!) the thing tat i wan to study...is so...hmm... cant afford it neh....arghh... bt nvm la...still gt so many course to choose le.... ti...
学校放了一个星期的假 应该说是身为学生的我们放假吧！ 在这一个礼拜里， 我却什么也没做啊！ 这么长的假是很难得的 但是我却浪费了它。 可是对我来说读书真的很辛苦啊~ 但是不读又不行 这可是预考 每天只懂得上网 看电视 发呆 我非常讨厌这样的自己 我想要找回中三时的我--- 当时是多么的努力， 对书爱不释手 我不明白这懒惰的恶魔为何一直纠缠着我 现在我好想放弃这一切了 它让我觉得很烦! 压力是我无法承受的 他比想象中来的恐怖 它对人可以是好也可以使坏的 其实我并不了解压力 每天回家就上网 然后书就丢在一旁不管，隔天又可以若无其事的到学校。 你说这叫做压力吗？ 这可是无忧无虑的生活嘛！ 每次都对自己说要改变 可是还是个老样子呢 这也太可笑了吧！！ 有时候真的觉得好丢脸 只要别人问我题目 我的答案肯定是：“不知道。” 或 “我很笨的， 你还是问别人好了” 现在或许看到我的人铁定不会问我了 看到朋友 同学 努力的样子更让我着急 我到底要用什么方式来学习呢？ 还是因为家里的关系让我无法专心 这些至今都还是个没有答案的问题~ 无论如何， 我都要加油了。 不能一直在这里唉声叹气 希望老天爷会帮帮我对付今年的各个难关 我应该更坚强！！！ 人生的路太平的话不就没有乐趣了 所以 “我一直坚定并信任自己” 他会永远都在我的脑海里 大家也要加油了！！！ ^^
1st time
our beloved school will be close start from today!!! [which mean quarantined] so 1 week holidays man.... duno should be happy o not le....
now the clock shown 12.19 am... bt i'm still hanging with computers.... homeworks not yet done...tons of homework waiting for me.... sick of it already... and now not sleepy and dont feel like gonna do hmwk... day and day just pass by...with nothing being done.... times dont wait...but i do wait for time to pass... how come i can be such relax...not even nervous about my studies... i'm not suppose to be like this...SPM is COMING just very very very SOON this is not kidding!!!! it's about my future...so i have to....haih.... *speechless*
for this week
it seem that long time i dont rite any 'word' at this lamieee bloggg.... just have the picture...and a title only... for this week probation already start from wednesday.... monday is the first day of school after 2 weeks holiday.... boring holidays and i have do nothing for that 2 weeks....so it's a haih.... tis tuesday go for driving test...really nervous... start with the hill!!!!! damn just gonna fail le... but but but luckily...i pass it!!!! yeah ^^ happy happy :D and then proceed with the test on the road.... i got the woman tester.... she is nice....haha XD but i forgot many thing when i just in the car.... gosh....anyway just be steady..... it's a B road....and everything going smoothly.... wednesday start with probation.... my junior is very okie and so fast jiu can handle the thingy when morning duty... of course still need some improvement.... thursday.... having duty for lower n upper form.... and 'offender' in action.... for my dept. they still lack...
Happy Mother's Day and Happy Birthday!!!
First of all i'm here wanna wish all the mothers in this world a happy mother's day!!!! long time dun update dy and this gonna be my first post in may... haha... nowadays children are not good in express their feelings to their mum...they thought that mum cant really understand or considerate them...and so am i!!! Like everyone does...we will look for a frens to 'shout out' our feelings... actually mum is the best frens of us...they wont tell us to do the wrong thing... they hope that we will listen to them... respect them... grow us with full of love that nobody can do... i'm really feel sorry to my mum for what i've done to her that hurt her feeling or whatever....it's really hard for me to say it out so i'll choose to write it out....love eu forever mum!!!! muaksss~ and next week is my mum birthday....bt that day gonna start my semester exam dy....anyway hope mum will happy and healthy forever ^^
one day!
cough*cough* since my sister is coming back now....so of course gonna be damn crazy addicted to take photo!!! wooo~ in just one day-same shirt-same ppl-bt take different kind of pic! :) so lets show some tat is available haha :D do enjoy to c it ba Me and My sister do we look alike? i dont think so! :) in the putt putt!!! :D dont get it wrong my sis not the driver ...
hmm~ time past so fast~ one week end up again~ :) N semester test is coming very very soon....and everyone is getting ready....study this~ study that de.....i'm not ready yet la....haiz neh...tis weekend gonna settle down my PM folio le....duno have enough time o not....seem not many thg to do but when get started then realise so many thg le...end of april the probation will start...so from now on school rules become more more strict...and now we have the demerit n merit system...if dun do hmwk oso demerit...so now cant be lazy and skip the homework....all must be pass up on time...hw long can i stand tis system?! And now some teacher seem like love this DEMERIT system....so much....they do enjoy demerit students....if merit not once they say that to us...but luckily tis is last year already...pity for those who still have years to be at school....nvm tis can make the notorious students become more discipline.....actually it's a good idea.... :D Also sis is coming back tomorrow...
Last night really have a bad dream!!! i cant sleep after that dream...i scare it will become the truth or maybe worst than the dream.....it was about the SPM result....still got few months before i sit for it but now i already feel scare to take that exam....i dont think too much about SPM (tis is the truth)....i jz worry about my homework...attitude...that change a lot since form 3~ i never work hard in that after form 3!!! i loves hanging on internet for the whole day...or anytime when i'm free...N i willing to watch tv rather than finish my homework first....i cant miss...if i miss that show or drama then i wont have the mood to touch my book....see it already feel sick then just go on bed n sleep again~ damn....i dun like tis kind of me...myself...can i find out how am i when i was form 3...homeworks pass on time...studies...not like now! SEE now i can still update my blog on time~owh....NO.... :( :( :(
Just some knowledge about GOOD FRIDAY!! Good Friday , also called Holy Friday , Great Friday or Black Friday , is a religious holiday observed primarily by adherents to Christianity commemorating the crucifixion of Jesus and his death at Golgotha , an event central to christian theology . The holiday is observed during Holy Week as part of the Paschal Triduum on the Friday preceding Easter Sunday , and often coincides with the Jewish observance of passover .
today also got two of my frens birthday!!! hehe...wish them a happy birthday looo~ and today will be the last day for the clean up of school after the flood last saturday....nothing much to do just the drain fill up with sand...need many ppl to 'push' it....haha....N receive a late birthday present from beloved 'couple'....a bracelet~ thx yar~ huhu:) tomorrow no school coz is good friday....but stil have tuition!!!! it sound 'great'....-lame- N next week our school brassband will go to spain!!! gratz....today also got perform for us to see~ hmm....my comment is not bad la....haha~hope they can do their best looo....tis year got '3' drummajor neh....they are so cute...except one~ cough*cough* kakaka....
i'm 17 already!!!
Yeah! Today is my big day. So happy!!!!--- haha...i'm not crazy yet~ Anyway today receive so many wishes from frens....THX everybody...and of course today not only my birthday bt oso one of 'fren' not really sou~ wish him happy birthday too looo.... bt morning already do something damn paiseh de....aduh...i dun mean it....really...then dun say a word again....sorry ya~ wat make me paiseh is teacher oso know my birthday le...bu hao yi si neh...really xia dao yi xia de lo....thanks oso for the present from my frens....xie xie ni men!!!!muaks~ :D at school no cake nvm de...at home jiu got lu....gua gua gua :) it's my 17th birthday cake---stacy!!! i dun dare eat it coz so nice le...wanna bring to fren neh...haha :D
woooo~ so long no update le....suddenly duno wat to rite about coz look like tis few days happen so much little things.....got happy, sad, funny.....anyway lets just talk bout tis week then....after finish with the concert stuff it seem that more relax N can concentrate on study.....hmm...but i still stuck! everyday go to school do nothing...chit chat...not doing my homework....not listen to wat teacher os teaching....after that back home watch tv again....really not even touch my book....damn...arghh...watch about 3 hours tv then go bed dy....wake up still tidak cukup tidur neh...it look like tis year is worst than last year!!! what can i do~ what should i do~ how could i do~ this question i do know the answer but i just cant discipline myself!!!!! really really speechlessssss T.T
明天是 earth hour~ 明天也是期待已久的 concert(其实也还好）~ 今年我是以学长团的名义来参加 concert 的~ 经过这么多次的彩排~ 终于到了正式的文娱晚会~ 心情~ 无法形容~ 虽然很多人都说不是那么好看~ 但是我很希望明天大家都能尽力而为~ 让每个人都刮目相看~ 而且今年就仅仅那么一天~ 错了就不能再返回了~ 一定要一次就搞定！！！ 让别人流连忘返~ really hope tml everybody can do their best!!! actually if we already 尽力 that is enough le.....dun be greedy.... no matter what ppl say bout our concert....we have done all the best.... for this concert~ 一起加油吧！！！ gambade~ ^^
so fast today is the last day of holiday already....actually dont really feel anything about this week holidays....just same as when there is school lo....tomorrow start school-ing and will be very busy with concert....last year liao sure want do all the best....next time where got chance le...hahaha...not only busy with concert but also test paper receive tomorrow....so scary.... anyway i hope that all of us do all our best for school concert....studies....time management...n so on...do work hard!! haha...N may God bless all of us~ ^^ peace yo~
everybody is writing their feeling after TesT.... so why not me?! haha...lolx... 当然， 首先考完试了感觉真好。 可是昨天的 biology really kill Me!!!! 一拿到考卷 是几吓倒以下的咯 cause all i dont know how to do.... first time feel like tis.... [HELPLESS] 十点开始考， 二十分钟后， i'm DONE!!!! i dont have any idea to do it.... 这次不 fail 也奇怪了 去年就是这样 fail 这下来 我已经对它越来越没信心了 还记得form 3 的时候看到 bio 对它满有好感的 可是现在我却开始怀疑当初的喜欢是错的吗？ it's sound really weird N funny~ but i still have to finish it until SPM over....不能半途而废嘛 就因为它的关系 i'm still wondering what am i going to study!!!! 没有方向的我.......haiz....whatever la....talk bout it will make me sad... so lets change other topic then 考试过了, 可以睡大觉了!!!! happy happy happy~ 还有假期也开始了....但是还是要回学校了.....麻烦```` monday go for what stamina de.... tues got prefect choir practice [duno this time all ppl can attend o nt :(] wed got concert rehearsel AGN 所以呢 不算是一个轻松的假期...... anyway i'm here wanna wish u guys a happy holiday lo....do enjoy urself after the streessing test o school....ready urself ...