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Okay this should be the last and short entry instead. I called back because it have been awhile since i call back and also to release my sadness. I was quite boring and tried to find someone to chat with but everybody seems so busy they aint got time for me. Luckily my mum was free ah! Honestly, i have a serious financial problem. I cannot hold back my tears already when my mum question about it. Shame on me. Well there are always solution for that. Then, it was a long and fruitful call. I miss home. After the call, so i calm myself again by reading the bible. I am not in the mood to study the notes. The capsule for today would be LOVE! Love is patient and kind; it is not jealous or conceited or proud; Love is not ill-mannered or selfish or irritable; Love does not keep a record of wrongs; Love is not happy with evil but is happy with the truth. Love never gives up and its faith, hope, and patience never fail. Love is eternal. [1 Corinthians 13]

Tomorrow's going to mark the last day of 2014. Have you prepare for the new year new resolution?      As for me, I just hope next year i can seriously get my square hat on time and leave without regrets. I want to be the next one to make my parents proud and pray hard to God to make them possible to witness for my accomplishment in degree. By that time, i hope every member of my family can be here with me. That's it! I wouldn't ask for more.  That is for next year but how about this year? How's 2014 treat me?       I would say thank you and glad that i can still be healthy. It was a roller coaster year. It fluctuates quite often but it manages to end with bright blue skies and fresh breeze. Sometimes accompanied by the rainbow. I managed to travel a lot this year. Been to Beijing, Krabi, and Singapore (two to three times). Well the expenditure gets too wild that I am actually very poor right now. HAHA. However, there is no use to sad over th...

太多的事情在短短的时间里面发生 我其实都还没来得及反应 我还在停留在过去；人是在前进 可是灵魂上我不是 ×这时电台播着童话× 每一字每一句 都触碰到那个点 我好想离开 离开这些烦恼 很怕撑不下去 因为#正能量 的来源又少了一个 ×一首歌播完× 我很清楚 我应该怎么做 只是需要时间。

I still remember, months back during my internship, my colleague asked me: "You trust him so much meh? You dont know what he did over there also." Without hesitation,  I said "Of course i trust him. I know him very well." ... .. . But only yesterday i found out something that really tear my heart apart.

Today is a public holiday, Muslims friend celebrating first day of Raya. I choose to stay at home. Recently, there are so much heart broken incidents happened around us. The consecutive plane crashed, the wars..etc. The world is changing, the people is turning into beast. We are all lack of peace inside of us. It fades as we do not practice, it diminished as we do not act. So am i. The only way to nurture us with peace is through ones religion, through ones beliefs. We might have different way of praying, but i strongly believe we share the same intention. To do good, to have peace, to love and to live an eternal life. I had all this hover around this morning. I am definitely not a perfect one, not a good catholic. However, i did my effort to study, to know more about Him and this morning this came up in my mind: The Ten Commandments.  The essential to be a catholic. Read and remembered. Gained the inner peace when you read about Him. #1 I am the Lord your God: Y...

Opps im here just because i'm having this pre-exam syndrome again. Im going to sit for my english paper on Wednesday afternoon but i got nothing much to study on it and feel so insecure. I scared i might wasting my time so i was trying to arrange my time to study for the leftover two paper which is counted as core subject so it's somehow much challenging compare to english. However, My heart just feeling not right and i got distracted every time im trying to focus. I cannot differentiate the priority again. I feel bad for not studying english but i really dont know what material to study again; if i study the other subject i will keep thinking that i should maybe study for english although it seems nothing much to do...GAH this is me. It happens all the time and it makes my mind like a spiderweb and indecisive. while typing here i still could not figure out what should i actually do...see i am wasting my time here T__T but but but... allow me..i need some path for me to fi...

Hi my lovely readers, how's life? I hope you guys doing just fine out there. Im here to share the thought in my mind at this moment. Here is the story: 1) It was the last week of this semester. My 6th semester here. 2) All assignments and tests came all at once. Feeling unbearable but surprisingly done all of it (at least up until now) 3) I got a test today and i studied very hard just for it. I give myself pavement on how to handle this one. I studied with a rhythm, a slow but efficient. I was feeling all good cause i make it on time and i even cleared my desk nicely before i went to bed the day before. 4) Whole day i was busying, presentation, take the indemnity letter from office, renew my license, 5etp meeting, internship briefing......but i didn't blame for busyness for today because i feel the confident. I am well prepared. 5)Tick tock tick tock. I face the "ghost"(test paper). I take the advice from my lecturer, dont scream and run away instead as...