Livang Land

What i need for now..i'm confused.. people asking, i want to tell, but they won't believe so what's the point, if i don't tell, still they will know, when they know, they will come over again, joking with you, at that time, how should i respond, i have no idea, don't know what's their reaction, everyday it come to my mind, i think it's my problem, for don't want to let it go, people advise don't think too much, saying might be easier than do it, i tried, i tried, and i tried, but in a flash it just rush in my mind again, i was struggling, there was once i'm high up hill, feeling so good with it, really an awesome moment, but only one step i took, stumble because of only a stone, everything just turn upside down, it's like people push you down so hard and you just rolling down from the hill, in a lightning, where you didn't even get to grab on anything to stop it, and when you wake up, you already in the lowest altitude, and y...

Let's bring the celebration of Chinese New Year to a beautiful end by get home and have a dinner together with your family:) Wish everybody have a prosperous kick start and will be for the whole year. I would like to do some flashback about CNY so that it can be perfect although i can't be home and sit together for the dinner. This year was all the way warm hearted as my life's at the west side seems to be very tough one. All i want is to get my butts to airplane and step in seahorse city!^^ The time flies and it was hard to even throw a goodbye but i just wan to pray and god bless my family. Love them so much. lotsa loves and flying kiss. muaks:p Now pictures tell the story. teehee~  and we got smurf together with us during the eve:))  rolling the balls for the soup. The favourite hehe  Rolling the meat with one piece and it's times to get in oil bathtub:D  Dragon rules the year:)  And it's been a while since i spend most of my time with it^^  And her...

It was totally a disappointment. After seeing the result of mine. It was so destructive. Seriously, i'm not strong anymore this time to hold on to this. I've loss everything in my mind and i don't know how should i tell my mum about i although i did mention to her. If want me to show it to her, that's hard. How can i get such result and expect my mum to considerate with me? Oh God, what kind of test you give me? I dont know how long i can stand it. I know it was all my fault for not hardworking. But this one would be first time in my life receive-ing this kind of result. Haih...I just feel like crying...like i dont care...it's not easyyy...it hurts the most when people dont believe when i told them about my result..God give me strength. I'm totally in the midst of whether to continue or not... :'((

At last, officially kiss semester 1 goodbye. Being happy as i'm done with the headache papers and now i'm free for two weeks. I don't really put hopes for this semester. Guess imma facing the worst case: retake. Saying i don't mind but i'm not sure whether i really won't mind about it. That's so destructive. Like what people said, enjoy your life in university! So, i will use my way to enjoy:) the only thing i can do is to pray harder and just wish for the very best~ teehee So, to cure is to get myself into activities. Ksongs with the seniors till my voice probably will dissappear tomorrow and had a steamboat..burppp..excuse me:D Had a very fun day:) #myforeveralonespace half way dinner received the very bad news and it just came at the same time, never end. I hate it so much and i just dont have the mood. Definitely. They decided to quit robocon:( people keep on mentioned about it. Sometimes, i care too much on what people think a...

Awww:) morning yawning with full of spirit. I feel awesome and how about u? Last few days, the stressful day i ever had, the fallen of myself into the deep hole i digged, the moment i know i'm not strong, i'm not as brave as what i ever thought and everything was just an upside down. The best thing is i release it all out with my brothers yesterday:) what a great day i spent. Love'em too. A BIG like teehee~ we went to singK, a so not understand movie (but still have fun!), talked tonnes, ate together and had our little private spaceB). Greedy me begging for more trolololol. Cherish the moment we had revealed the real us where you really can expect the unexpected. HAHAHA. I never thought that they are so open, so crazy, so rocker, so shoutable..ILIKEIT!   I'm sexy and i know it.             Satisfaction~ Let's have another gathering and at that time we must get the 11 brother Tee. bahahha. And i enjoy shopping wit...

Had an awesome countdown with my friends. Welcomed 2012 with warmest huggiess and i'm ready to unfold the new chapter of my new life:) and same goes to everybody. Live out your life and start do something meaningful and never be regret but learn from mistakes! Although people said life's unfair, the imperfect makes your life becomes perfectB) Paint up your life with colors. #wishes for 2012 I hope all my family in good health. I hope i can score better in my study and do not let parents down. I hope all is well:) *the next one keep for myself best pics of the dayy<3

Totally not in the mood and it just so sudden that i cant control:( end up thrown out real bad attitude to others. I know i shouldn't but sometimes when words already come out without process through the brain, basically it's a "sorry no cure" *labelled as **** HATE IT so much:/ don't feel good again. no mood to eat.