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Forever

Alone.

Misanthropists heaven

What is in my mind? I just want to get my ass off from my room and go to somewhere that nobody knows me. Stay away from this society life. Just be by myself. Alone. I was actually half way towards it already. (Oh no what am i talking about?) Mum, i miss you. I'm on holiday and how i wish i could go and see you. I just want to talk to you but i can't reach you through phone. So i guess it's either you forgot to bring charger or being too busy with your thing and off your phone. (nah you would not do that, so it's no charger) How i wish you're here now hugging me! I want your hug. Your nagging, your love, your warm advice, your story telling....any will do mum:'( I feel lonely. I feel so helpless. I feel useless.  I remembered what you teach me. You said "stupid" is a very rude word. So i kept it in mind.  Now i was being labelled as stupid by anonymous, i really feel sad, hurt...ya i cannot afford that. I did not beg to be so..you can say

My fruitful life C:

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Hello. I am here to summarize what i had been through last week. The summary will include from 8th October until 18th October. C: Ever since my first semester of second year started, my life was just so dull. I only have my weekend to meet with my boy and out for dating or would likely just outing with my friend. Then, one day, i was so hardworking that i made a to do list for me in case that i forget or left out with anything important. Well, brain memory quite limited. Haha. So, tada here is the outcome! Oh no, please dont make your pupil focus on that blurry image. I will write one by one in detail! 8th October 2012 I was acquire to get the cloak for my boy and to do so i have to be at the place as early as i could else crazy queue awaiting for me. That morning, i went there sharp at 7.15am to make sure i will be there queueing up at 7.30am. I thought that i would be the first one but surprisingly i'm the 7th already. -__- anyhow it was okayC: Waited under the suppl

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i'm in a need of expressing myself... and after stop leaving my words here... tonight i remember you are the solution for me. it's a hectic month. a money spender month. a month to deal with my studies etc test. math. i want to talk about you. why art thou so hard? i studied. Tried hard, prepared myself before went to the exam hall. at last i come out with wasn't really satisfying feeling. I seriously dislike this:(  I hope the upcoming test will be good to me. and Stacy. DON'T KEEP FACEBOOKING! facepalm myself.