唉

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又是很废的过了一天，
想要读书，却有太多烦人的东西在脑力飘啊飘，
别问，
因为我也不清楚。


原来，
我还真的想家了。
不应该这么早回来，
太多的不应该。
虽然今天看到，也和妈妈聊聊天，
但是还是不能忍，眼泪还是不听话。

今夜，
不知该怎么度过。

它又是如此的漫长。

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