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deep sorrow.

It was totally a disappointment. After seeing the result of mine. It was so destructive. Seriously, i'm not strong anymore this time to hold on to this. I've loss everything in my mind and i don't know how should i tell my mum about i although i did mention to her. If want me to show it to her, that's hard. How can i get such result and expect my mum to considerate with me? Oh God, what kind of test you give me? I dont know how long i can stand it. I know it was all my fault for not hardworking. But this one would be first time in my life receive-ing this kind of result. Haih...I just feel like crying...like i dont care...it's not easyyy...it hurts the most when people dont believe when i told them about my result..God give me strength. I'm totally in the midst of whether to continue or not... :'((

Splendid

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At last, officially kiss semester 1 goodbye. Being happy as i'm done with the headache papers and now i'm free for two weeks. I don't really put hopes for this semester. Guess imma facing the worst case: retake. Saying i don't mind but i'm not sure whether i really won't mind about it. That's so destructive. Like what people said, enjoy your life in university! So, i will use my way to enjoy:) the only thing i can do is to pray harder and just wish for the very best~ teehee So, to cure is to get myself into activities. Ksongs with the seniors till my voice probably will dissappear tomorrow and had a steamboat..burppp..excuse me:D Had a very fun day:) #myforeveralonespace half way dinner received the very bad news and it just came at the same time, never end. I hate it so much and i just dont have the mood. Definitely. They decided to quit robocon:( people keep on mentioned about it. Sometimes, i care too much on what people think a...

A little too much thought

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Awww:) morning yawning with full of spirit. I feel awesome and how about u? Last few days, the stressful day i ever had, the fallen of myself into the deep hole i digged, the moment i know i'm not strong, i'm not as brave as what i ever thought and everything was just an upside down. The best thing is i release it all out with my brothers yesterday:) what a great day i spent. Love'em too. A BIG like teehee~ we went to singK, a so not understand movie (but still have fun!), talked tonnes, ate together and had our little private spaceB). Greedy me begging for more trolololol. Cherish the moment we had revealed the real us where you really can expect the unexpected. HAHAHA. I never thought that they are so open, so crazy, so rocker, so shoutable..ILIKEIT!   I'm sexy and i know it.             Satisfaction~ Let's have another gathering and at that time we must get the 11 brother Tee. bahahha. And i enjoy shopping wit...

Two zero one two.

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Had an awesome countdown with my friends. Welcomed 2012 with warmest huggiess and i'm ready to unfold the new chapter of my new life:) and same goes to everybody. Live out your life and start do something meaningful and never be regret but learn from mistakes! Although people said life's unfair, the imperfect makes your life becomes perfectB) Paint up your life with colors. #wishes for 2012 I hope all my family in good health. I hope i can score better in my study and do not let parents down. I hope all is well:) *the next one keep for myself best pics of the dayy<3