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Finally today get the timetable for the mid term test. It gonna start next thursday with SV. Time left for me to study also not much already. Everyday have to wake till so late just to finish my homework but still cannot get it done in time especially my +m3. Now teacher finish chapter 3 but i'm still stuck in chapter 2! At home or school i dont really feel wanna touch +m3 textbook cause it make me so...haiz....cant express that feeling. I cant give up easily because by the time i choose science stream i have to responsible to what i have choose. I have the responsible to study it and score well for it. Hmm....that what headmaster tell us today in assembly...[RESPONSIBLE] ^.^

Like all of us see, January 2009 is end and now gonna be the end of February already. Oh My God! Two months fly away without being notices. Why must this year 'fly' but not 'walk'. From now onward just left about 8 months. I scare i do not have enough time to prepare, i really scare....but it's not enough time also for me to just being scare nervous...i need to put some effort on my studies...my mum really hope that i can score good result and sure same with me...i really hope that i can do it and make my mum proud...the only thing i have to do is hardworking....deal with my laziness...May god show me the way!

Now is just the beginning of the year but everything seem so not organize. My life, everyday, as time pass by so meaningless. Last few weeks, stress coming nearer to me and now test pass but cannot really let go the way like last few weeks because mid-term is coming soon. Just in a few weeks... Saying is easy than do it. I'm not that kind of people who live in a tough way or stress for whole the time. I would prefer to be like the girl that is always relaxing after the stress gone. Lastly i want to say is Life for this 2009 really gonna be really tough than before so get ready for ourselves and believe we can do it!!! =P

16/2 daddy go work le....so sad ar....miss him so much....cant even say goodbye....will cry in silence....dun knw when gonna see daddy agn....haiz....go school oso wan cry cry cry but cant cz ppl wil think i'm crazy....damn low mood...then make a decision to quit choir without telling my frens bout tat....so so 'souli' la...paiseh....tat time too emotional dy.....jz feel wan to be alone tis whole day.......here i want to say sorry to my frens le....for being hurt u all.... 17/2 nothing much for today...everything stil ok i think so....hehe^^ 18/2 today mood get low agn...haiz...hate it so so much bt getting better now....hope tomolo i will be back to my mood agn dun wan be moody.....

First of all of course wanna wish everybody a happy valentine's day. Today at school no matter if you have couple or not still got present. In my class so there are nothing special i see, maybe they will celebrate tonight or what. Anyway in my class in charge i saw some girls receive their present got small and big but that does not important at all. I receive a present from my beloved friend. I don't really know what to call that maybe cake, muffin kinda like that (hehe paiseh juz know eat nia). Really nice. ^^

it's been a long time i dun blogging here dy.... chinese new year past le.... time just move damn fast.... tis year de chinese new year really bored.... no go whr...just stay at home....hate tat... and now i have to study for tat topical test (i think tat's the spelling) and with the prefect....choir....everyday back home so late liao.... can express the tiredness....tat feeling worst than last year..... sometime i really cant stand it..... after tis test.... semester is coming le....aduh.... sure wan dan liao la..... tis saturday agn got bu ke....it's Valentine's Day.... got study bo...so qiao ba..... tis week first soi thg is being demerit by teacher.... lol....key xiao......30 mark le...x2 agn..... dun wan talk much on tat agn....really not worth..... yesterday pula....do one very bai ci de thg too.... singing in front of ppl for MT farewell le..... although so many at my back and me just sing a little bit nia.... still so nervous.....after the first bai ci thg last ...