Livang Land

我想家 真的很想 我不想面对读书的压力，功课， 考试。。 我很想回家:'( 回到这里 只会涌起一股很不美好的事物 喜欢在家里的感觉 简简单单 有着家人的陪伴 在这里，谁都没有，我觉得好孤单啊！ 呱呱T__T 和他也渐渐没话题～ 没有人可以陪我聊天 以前 现在 未来 似乎一点也没变 我还是一个人 就一个人......

我亲爱的部落格，你主人我还活着 只是太懒惰update！很不应该厚～ 现在放假了，闲着没事做，所以就想你了：）＊我还算有点良心呗＊ 呵呵～ 新的一年，新的学期，我这次也越来越忙了。 看看时间表本来还很开心，因为课都排得还好，以为会轻松一点。 可是，事事难料～ 老师们都好残忍哦～排山倒海的功课，assignment。。可以说有时候忙到废寝忘食 ＊呱呱＊ 是谁说大学生活好过？ 一点都不好啊！ 现在，假期一个星期，他们都没有要放过我们的意思～ Assignment 还是照下！ 以上是证据（一开课就要做好的） 地狱般的大学生生活，现在正式开战！我不可以向它低头！想打败我，没那么容易 哼～ ＃1 现在最害怕的科目是 emt 读得懂 不代表你可以考到好成绩； 要读得明白 才可以～～ 不简单呐 ＃2 很开心这个学期接触到了上lab！Digital lab～ 爱你哟  你完完全全比现在的 Electrotechnic lab 好很多 想你！ ＃3 哒哒～也是有忙里偷闲的时候啊～ 童鞋的生日真好！我们真的好难得大家都到齐！＊啾～＊ ＃4 到了星期五最期待的就是和爱人听歌去了～ 就这样简单，爽：） ＃5 最让我心痛的他～ 偏偏在老爸老妈回乡下才跌摩托～ 可怜的他，单单看着伤口我都觉得痛了，更何况是当事人：（  ＊我只能照顾他几天而已，因为忙课业所以就不能陪他，帮他包伤口＊ 快快好起来吧，亲爱的！ 杂物完毕。

Before i kiss this mid semester holiday goodbye, i would like to post something about my mother(the wonder woman of mine). This is because i get back my ass off from home way much earlier than i should have and now after this fruitful weekend, the moment i step back to this small world of myself, i feel all the loneliness surround me. It's awful, uneasy...this just make me think of nobody else but God and mother. Mother(i don't use to call mother but mamy, dang, Brave influenced) the wonder mama of mine, never get to replace by anyone. This holiday i met mother in Marudi not at my home. She went to fetch me and my sister together with my big brother. I just feel so good to see my mother.  After back to grandmother house, had a lot of fun too but the most warm hearted was mother brought me go  walk walk around around grandmother house, to see the fruits, to go to the kolam(T_T in english is?) and blaaa~ skipped Now the scene is in Miri(back from Marudi) Mother busy cookin...

阿嬷八十大寿就在这一天啦！呵呵～  当天早上与妹妹和两位堂姐达飞机到马鲁帝咯 ＊开心＊ 准备出发啦！好紧张～因为前几天飞机发生故障坠落，就在马鲁帝飞机场～ 可是拍照是一定要的～  坐这么多次飞机，终于可以坐这么小的飞机了，感觉会是如何呢？ ＊期待＊  好可爱哦～哈哈哈哈 飞机里面真的是好小好简朴，位置也有点极限～（如果我是飞机师） 从高空的视野果然特不一样，散散的云朵，绿绿的森林，一块块的油棕芭，一切都好渺小 我们安全到达马鲁帝啦！耶～堂姐和妹 哎呀，还没准备好》——《 与堂姐和小飞机的合照：）  榴莲树啊～有口福了哈哈哈哈哈 自恋照呵呵，送你我的吻 ＊那个你感觉到了吗＊  亲爱的红毛丹快快熟吧！ 再次回到小时候的感觉～大爱 热带雨林的水果 妈妈带路呵呵 我到此一游 哈哈 好多鱼～（照片里看不出因为水的颜色） 期待已久的合照－四代同堂（少了爸爸）同一个地点，同一个感觉，遗憾的是没到齐。无论如何，他们的笑容温暖了这个大家庭～我是幸福的！我们都是幸福的！ 亲爱的阿嬷～ 家庭一 家庭二 家庭三 家庭四 家庭五 家庭六 家庭七 家庭八 家庭九 兄弟（就差了我老豆） 阿嬷与儿子和媳妇儿 我和阿嬷拍照咯～ 大家陆陆续续和阿嬷拍照：） . . . . to be continued with dinner session~:)

Why art thou? "It's a creepy and scary night to remember back. Now i feel the play in drama. You felt so cold but you cannot warm up yourself, you have to fight for yourself. It's what people advice time over time, listened up with stories, at the end you go for it. You know you should not, stubbornly you proceed with it. Desire can turn out to be good or bad. This is bad enough in your whole life. You have to bring this together to the grave. Turn into ash also cannot demolish the spiritual live in you." Okay. I'm going back on this coincidently 10.11.12 How special is the date and something happening too today! Happy ten month. C:

Alone.

What is in my mind? I just want to get my ass off from my room and go to somewhere that nobody knows me. Stay away from this society life. Just be by myself. Alone. I was actually half way towards it already. (Oh no what am i talking about?) Mum, i miss you. I'm on holiday and how i wish i could go and see you. I just want to talk to you but i can't reach you through phone. So i guess it's either you forgot to bring charger or being too busy with your thing and off your phone. (nah you would not do that, so it's no charger) How i wish you're here now hugging me! I want your hug. Your nagging, your love, your warm advice, your story telling....any will do mum:'( I feel lonely. I feel so helpless. I feel useless.  I remembered what you teach me. You said "stupid" is a very rude word. So i kept it in mind.  Now i was being labelled as stupid by anonymous, i really feel sad, hurt...ya i cannot afford that. I did not beg to be so..you can say...