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after next week trial 1 is coming!! addicted to.....haih....haih...haih...
学校放了一个星期的假 应该说是身为学生的我们放假吧! 在这一个礼拜里, 我却什么也没做啊! 这么长的假是很难得的 但是我却浪费了它。 可是对我来说读书真的很辛苦啊~ 但是不读又不行 这可是预考 每天只懂得上网 看电视 发呆 我非常讨厌这样的自己 我想要找回中三时的我--- 当时是多么的努力, 对书爱不释手 我不明白这懒惰的恶魔为何一直纠缠着我 现在我好想放弃这一切了 它让我觉得很烦! 压力是我无法承受的 他比想象中来的恐怖 它对人可以是好也可以使坏的 其实我并不了解压力 每天回家就上网 然后书就丢在一旁不管,隔天又可以若无其事的到学校。 你说这叫做压力吗? 这可是无忧无虑的生活嘛! 每次都对自己说要改变 可是还是个老样子呢 这也太可笑了吧!! 有时候真的觉得好丢脸 只要别人问我题目 我的答案肯定是:“不知道。” 或 “我很笨的, 你还是问别人好了” 现在或许看到我的人铁定不会问我了 看到朋友 同学 努力的样子更让我着急 我到底要用什么方式来学习呢? 还是因为家里的关系让我无法专心 这些至今都还是个没有答案的问题~ 无论如何, 我都要加油了。 不能一直在这里唉声叹气 希望老天爷会帮帮我对付今年的各个难关 我应该更坚强!!! 人生的路太平的话不就没有乐趣了 所以 “我一直坚定并信任自己” 他会永远都在我的脑海里 大家也要加油了!!! ^^

1st time

our beloved school will be close start from today!!! [which mean quarantined] so 1 week holidays man.... duno should be happy o not le....
fight against flu!!!! fight against headache!!! fight for health!!! fight for trial 1!!! fight for trial 2!!! fight for SPM!!! finally fight for my future!!!!

26/5

Michael Jackson rest in peace... miss him...
now the clock shown 12.19 am... bt i'm still hanging with computers.... homeworks not yet done...tons of homework waiting for me.... sick of it already... and now not sleepy and dont feel like gonna do hmwk... day and day just pass by...with nothing being done.... times dont wait...but i do wait for time to pass... how come i can be such relax...not even nervous about my studies... i'm not suppose to be like this...SPM is COMING just very very very SOON this is not kidding!!!! it's about my future...so i have to....haih.... *speechless*

for this week

it seem that long time i dont rite any 'word' at this lamieee bloggg.... just have the picture...and a title only... for this week probation already start from wednesday.... monday is the first day of school after 2 weeks holiday.... boring holidays and i have do nothing for that 2 weeks....so it's a haih.... tis tuesday go for driving test...really nervous... start with the hill!!!!! damn just gonna fail le... but but but luckily...i pass it!!!! yeah ^^ happy happy :D and then proceed with the test on the road.... i got the woman tester.... she is nice....haha XD but i forgot many thing when i just in the car.... gosh....anyway just be steady..... it's a B road....and everything going smoothly.... wednesday start with probation.... my junior is very okie and so fast jiu can handle the thingy when morning duty... of course still need some improvement.... thursday.... having duty for lower n upper form.... and 'offender' in action.... for my dept. they still lack...