Livang Land

     It had been 4 months working in big city whereby I could never missed to caught in a mild jam during weekdays except Friday or when no severe accident happen (t&c apply). This is a routine and I'm getting myself used to it. Anyhow, I had encountered the limit in the body and mind. I certainly could not accept those drivers who cut the queue during jam. The blood will run through my nerve to prepare the foot on either accelerate/brake pedal and energise into eagle eyes where estimation distance between the front car is almost, zero. Through this session, no mistakes is allowed.      Okay, what i want to focus on is, some Malaysian drivers did not have mercy and patience during jam. They will take whatever it takes to cut queue, for example, when the road is narrowed into one, if the road is wide enough, they would not allow any space is wasted. "I fit perfectly there." This happen every time when im back from work. The longest jam occurred right at that spot.

Morning, Monday. Morning, guys. The five weeks of Lent were wrapped. I am not sure how well I do for the past five weeks but I am pretty sure I did not do that well. Talking about fasting, praying, reading scriptures during these crucial five weeks for a Catholics, I have a milestones to go. Catholics, I declared myself as a Catholics but I have yet complete any of my "academic" with God. I just being told by my mother that i had already baptized when i was young, which could not stand strong on this days because what they want is a proof, the certificate. My certificate is i was baptized by Father Jacob back in my mother's village Long San on the 'pusau' celebration by the Kenyah's. Anyhow, i had decided to take that step (which need so much bravery. Just being me.) to approach someone who is in charged with it. Then, last two days, i received a hello from this girl through facebook messenger, and thank God because at least she did not totally forget about

Back to my blog this time round because i had something that i need it to be remembered and express to.    Today is the same morning as ever, the day was welcomed by a yummy breakfast and a beautiful sunrise. I was about to start working in front my dekstop at the office after go through today's reading at  Diocese of Miri  when my hands is doing the work while my brain was occupied by some random thought. "I want to do this not promise in earning 'business', I want to have my own shop. Or maybe I can have a branch too! I wanted to open a place special for reading session." and this keep repeating rolling around my mind. It was something very different i would say as i never had this kind if feeling before.  Then, it keeps on running.  I had always wanted to have a place whereby i can spend less bucks but more time to sink in. I should initiate the existence of this place, i thought. I would get all books through donation by others who read a lot and wa