I need...
What i need for now..i'm confused.. people asking, i want to tell, but they won't believe so what's the point, if i don't tell, still they will know, when they know, they will come over again, joking with you, at that time, how should i respond, i have no idea, don't know what's their reaction, everyday it come to my mind, i think it's my problem, for don't want to let it go, people advise don't think too much, saying might be easier than do it, i tried, i tried, and i tried, but in a flash it just rush in my mind again, i was struggling, there was once i'm high up hill, feeling so good with it, really an awesome moment, but only one step i took, stumble because of only a stone, everything just turn upside down, it's like people push you down so hard and you just rolling down from the hill, in a lightning, where you didn't even get to grab on anything to stop it, and when you wake up, you already in the lowest altitude, and y